hello my lovelys..

how was everyones day?.. mine was pretty wonderful. hmm.. nothin interesting happenedd.. i dont thinkk.. got to see ryan.. just in the hallways though.. and in first period.. hm.. i really hope it works out with me and him.. because i really like him. <3. hmm...... this weeekend should be fun!!.. im excited. lol.. kelseys on friday and prolly movies saturday. kelseys house is always really funn lol.. love it.

anyways.. tomorrow (March 8th).. it will be 5 years since my grandma died.. ill prolly be sad.. because i miss her a lot.. but its good.. because this is the first year that my grandpa dont have to be sad on this day.. because he is up there with her!.. =)

but im gonna find some quotes possibly.. everyone have a lovely day.

she hates how she stays up all night
analyzing his every word trying to find out
if he's fallen for her as hard as she's fallen for him.

..

hahaha.. thats a pretty hillarious picture of mee and alexx

melissa, me, and alex.. bein cool ppl.

yea.. idk.

lol..

more soooon

heyy everyone

just thought id updatee..

today im going with my aunt to daytonn.. to see my cousin in the broadway thingie i believe.. should be good.

last night was pretty fun. lol.. livia (the coolest person in the whole intire world) came home with mee.. then we kinda got ready and cleaned my room a little. lol.. then chase and ryan came down at likee.. 4:30 or soemthin?....... then my 8th grade dance dress came!!!!! yess!.. and it fits.. haha i was excited about that. its a lot prettier on me than on a manequin lol. hmm.. then us four just kinda sat around heree.. hmm.. then off to the movies.. lol.. we saw big mammas house 2. i didnt like it. lol.. it was chases idea!.. hehe. hmm. after the moviee.. we took all them home.. and i came here all by myselfff.. then i talked on the nett for a while.. then went to beddy..

todaayy.. woke up at like.. 8.. yes, i know. very early.
still getting ready.. my mommy curled my hair and it looooks a little bit beautiful.. lol
i love her.
hehe.
time to go finish getting ready.

love always =)

Erin*

-quotes.

**LiFE iS A MiXTURE 0F SUNSHiNE & RAiN,
LAUGHTER & PLEASURE, TEARDR0PS & PAiN,
S0 WHEN CL0UDS HiDE THE SUN & Y0UR SKiES
ARE ALL GREY, REMEMBER i'M 0NLY A PH0NECALL AWAY

**&& she wants someone to see her.
she needs to hear she's beautiful.

**Friends are like wedgies
They know your inner self, they're intimately close
& it feels great when you pick out a good one!

**i want somoene who will ;
day dream about me in class
then the teacher will yell at him
and tell him he needs to listen.
he'll say hes sorry and then look at me.
smile and whisper, 'i love you.'*

**We could all learn a lesson from crayons...
-Some are sharp
-Some are b e a u t i f u l
-Some have weird names
-They all have different colors
&& yet..they all learn to live in the
same box.<3

**The key to individuality is to get rid of that
"I'm afraid of looking stupid" line of thought..

**Girl: i like him
Friend: you do ... really?
Girl: yeah
Friend: why?
Girl: are you serious? have you seen him SMiLE?
Friend: you should tell him.. he likes you too
Girl: he does?? how do you know??
HiM: because i know your friend's password

**Boy: "you look stupid sitting like that"
Girl: "oh really?"
Boy: "yea"
Girl: "then how should I sit?"
Boy: "with me"

cuteness^^

**They say one day your life
will flash before your eyes.
make it worth watching <3

**before i met you, i never knew what
it was like to be able to look at someone
&& smile ...for no reason

**i know a lot of losers...
they're my best friends

hehe.. i love my loser friends

Friends: Never asks for anything to eat or drink
Best friends: Help themselves and are the reason why I have no food
Friends: Calls your parents by Mr. and Mrs. 
Best friends: Calls your parents dad and mom 
Friends: Would bail you out of jail
Best friends: would be sitting next to you sayin man we messed up
Friends: Won't laugh at you.
Best Friends: Will embarrass you when everyone is around!
Friends: Has never seen you cry
Best friends: Won't tell everyone else you cried...just laugh about it with you in privately when your not still down.
Friends: Asks you to write down your number.
Best friends: Have you on speed dial
Friends: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.
Best friends: Loses your stuff and tells you, "My bad...here's a tissue."
Friends: Only knows a few things about you
Best friends: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story...
Friends: Would knock on your front door
Best friends: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME"
Friends: Know some of your embarrassing moments...
Best Friends: Are next to you making them!
Friends: You have to tell them not to tell anyone

Best friends: They already know not to tell...
Friends: Are only through highschool
Best Friends: They are for life

i'll leave ya with that one.. love yaaa alllllll=)

-comments pleaase

i love this girl.

edIt..

weeellll.. its monday.. and today we took our reading part of the "OATS" haha.. lol.. hmm.. they were actually pretty easy. watched master of disguise afterwards in the auditorium.. pretty boring if ya ask me..

hmm.. this weekend.. friday im going to kelseys. then saturday i think im going to the movies with ryan and possibly others to see the hills have eyes.. i think thats what its called.. lol.. sunday.. i have no clue what im doingg..

if anyone wants to talk just give me a call 8191207 cause im always bored. haha.

heres some more quotes.. you know you love em

--people say HATE is a strong word.
but so is [|ll Love ll|] ... but people`
`throw that around like its nothing...

--each & every day that passes,
i realize more & more that boyfriends
aren't all that important. it's the
best friends that REALLY matter.

well actually thats all cause im gonna go.. everyone have a nice day

officially dating mr. ryan lee braglin !

i hope it works out.<3

Erinnn.

well.. coming here all the time and reading that entry makes me sad.. so im writing a new one..
hmm..
todayy..
was pretty great.
umm..
probably have a date to the dance.. =)
that neat.
hmm..
orDereD my dRessY yEstErdayy
should be greatt..
this wEeeKeND = moVies wIth mIss oLiviA andd mR. rYan andd mR. cHassE
should be funn.
well.. i have computer class noww.. mr reed is pretty neaaatooo.
lol..
hmmmm....
things are going really good as of now..
dont have a boyfriend..
yet..
thinkin about it.
hmm.
me and my friends are great.
idk what id do with them..

me and my family have been actually getting a long.
*shocker*
hmm..
well i think im gonna go..
i love everyone.. and pleasee leave comments. <33 =)

*in a world full of cheerios, be a fruit loop.=)

 aww.. my eighth grade dance dressssy that came in today

haha.. this is a neat survey.. its about underwear?

BIKINIS Have you been called cute before? yea Is your favorite color pink? yup Are you one of those girly-girls? yea Red or pink hearts? pink Favorite candy? hmm.. skittles Favorite flavor? tropical Do you have a high pitched voice? umm.. i dont think so Your favorite pop song? idk Do you like writing with gel pens? i used to lol When signing a letter/note do you put <3 or love? i put a heart Are you flirty? yes very Hugs or kisses? hugs   GRANNY PANTIES Do you like puréed foods like applesauce? i like applesauce lol Do you look older? older than what? Do you have any gray/white hairs yet? no Are you starting to go deaf in any way? nopee lol Can you remember what you did last Monday? well if its like.. 2 mondays ago.. i went to olivias house cause we didnt have school and we did progects.. but two days ago monday.. i went to school. Are any of your grandparents still alive? yea.. just my grandma and grandpa on my moms side..                                                   Do you like dark colors? not really When you get old, would you still like the same things you like now? i dont know. havent got that far yet.   THONGS Ever been called a whore/slut? yea.. but i think it was just a joke. Why so? ?? If it was legal would you walk around naked? no Do you wear a lot of make-up? not really What`s one of your guilty pleasures? nothinn lol Are you a virgin? yea Have you done anything more then kissing? no As in sex? no Do you get a lot of guys? not really Or did you have a lot of boyfriends? no Would you make out with a random guy? depends... Have you kissed someone of the same sex? no Was it more for show or just to experiment? -- Are you or did you do any drugs? no   BOXERS Favorite sport? cheerleading Are you one of the guys? no.. im a girl. lol Do you understand football? no Favorite comfort food? umm.. idk lol Is it true? Only way to get through a guy`s heart is his stomach: no Do you like to wear oversized clothing? no Favorite cologne? umm.. i think jake from hollister smells good.. SUV/truck or sports car? sports car Are you messy? no not really Favorite model or female celebrity? dont have one Do you like the 5`o clock shadow on guys? idk what that is lol Do you have any muscular body parts? not really

hey everyone..
how are you?
im..okay.
life is actually treatin me pretty good lately..
my friends are great. i love them soo much.
boys.. ohh.. idk..
just.. idk.. lol
but life is actually for once in my life doin good.

i've been missing me grandpa like crazy..
and my grandma.
on March 8, 2006..
it will be 5 years without my grandma.
wow..
time has gone by fast.
today..
in science we made paper airplanes for an experemtn.
and all i was thinkin of the whole time was my ggrandpa.. becaause when i was little.. and and him were best friends.. seriously. i had other friends at school.. but he was always my best. but anyways.. we always made paper airplanes and tryed to see who could throw them the farthest and stuff..
*ive just been thinking of all the memories..
like.. i used to call him Jeremy and not grandpa.. and Jeremy isnt even his name. lol..
and we used to pretend that i was babysitting him while my grandma was gone..
and when she'd get back.. id go.. "grandma.. grandpa was a very good boy.. he didnt have to go potty one time"
haha
-and we used to play santa claus in his big chair..
and draw pictures..
and cook
and play games..
and go on bikerides..
just..everything.
i miss him so much..
and we would always sing you are my sunshine my only sunshine you make me happy when skies are gray.. you'll never know dear.. how much i love you.. please dont take my sunshine away..<3
 love it.
and he's been gone for almost 4 monthes now..
wow.. its been so hard.. especially on me and livie..
its so strange..
that we are best friends.. and my grandpa and her grandma died 6 days apart.
we've both had each other to help the other one though..

but this is for livie:
listen to my song on here..
even though.. we miss them terribly.. just think about how happy they are up in heaven..
i mean.. my grandma had lung cancer and brest cancer.. she spent the last few days of her life in a bed.. couldnt talk..
and my grandpa, sick for a long time..
heart and kidney problems..
your grandpa i know had cancer right?
and idk about your grandma, but iknow she missed your grandpa dearly.
they are all up there, not in any pain..
it feels kinda peaceful knowing that because i was always worried.
and i know that they are always watching over us..
and helping us make good decisions!
and we hopefully will be seeing them sometime..
i dont know if it will be. tomorrow.. next week.. next year.. or in a hundered years..
 but livie, you know that i am always here for you.
and we will get through life together as best friends
im glad i have you.
thank you for everything..

and if anyone comes here.. and thinks this is dumb.. dont read it.
just go away.
lol..
i love everyone.

heyyy everyone =)

how aree yooou?
im great
im having a party..
right now.
lol..
earlier.. after school.. is was:
livie, kelsey, alex, melissa, sarah, jiles
then chase and neal came later..
and then we all went to the dancey.
it was..
kinda boring/ok..
mhm..
then after the dance all the people who were here was:
livie, kelsey, alex, melissa, sarah, jiles, neal, chase, cayce, kris, alex v., ryan and i think thats it.
hmm.. played ddr..
ate cake..
pizza..
talked..
played some other games..
and went over to the playground..
yep.
now.. kels liv alex sarah and melissa are int he other room playin ddr.. and im updating.. lol..
but its almost my turn..
so ill go..
i love you
thanks mostly everyone for the moneys & sarah for the present
i love you all! =)
cyaa!

comments please =)

-*you're not best friends because you sit together at lunch
or talk on the phone, or have matching flip-flops
or can recite each others wardrobe. you're bestfriends
because when she smiles, a grin forces itself across ur face
no matter how mad you are, when she cries you instantly
feel her pain and want to cry with her. when you look her in
the eyes you know theres no one you could ever trust more
regardless of how many broken hearts you've had
that's what it means to be best friends

-*i want a guy that doesn't care about what i wear
or how i do my hair. who loves my smile & my dorky
laugh & how i get hyper when i'm tired. who would
never want to see me cry; at least not tears of sadness.
and who would do those small things that make my day
just because he knows it would make me happy. <3

-*HOLD ON TO YOUR BEST FRiEND;
because I bet, that in your entire lifetime,
you won’t find anybody else like them.

-*dont look for the hottest guy...
or the most popular jock in the class...
look for the guy that makes you
feel like you're actually
w o r t h a s e c o n d g l a n c e
the one that makes you happy
to be the person you dont have
to try to be // or want to be
the guy who isnt like all the rest but
c o m p l e t l e y d i f f e r e n t
yet it's why you like him...because
h e i s n t l i k e a n y g u y y o u ' v e
eVeR kNoWn // He'S jUsT hIm <3

-*& she takes the long way to class, just so she`ll
get a passing glance from him<3*

-*we met. we became best friends.
i trusted him. we flirted. i fell for him.
he flirted with her. he ruined everything.

-*hershey kisses: $2.99
one rose: $3.40
a big teddy bear: $8.50
your crush finally admitting he loves you:
p r i c e l e s s <3

-*You know that boy, You can never -
gett outta your head? The one that  `*
seems to relate EVERYTHiNG you
do Every song, every word? The one
that at the mention of his name, your
entire face LiGHTS UP? The one that
has full capacity to break your heart??
        YEAHH -- THATS Y0U <3

-*im not pretty. im not perfect.
deal with it. i do everyday.

-*..i get chills just thinking about you..

-*THINGS THAT MAKE LIFE WORTH LIVING:
Falling in love. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. Milkshakes. Bubble baths. Giggling. Long convos late at night. The beach. Running through sprinklers. Laughing at an inside joke. Laughing at yourself. Laughing so hard your stomach hurts. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. Just plain laughing. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. Friends. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. First kisses. Making new friends or spending time with old ones. Playing with a new puppy. Sweet dreams. Hot chocolate. Road trips with friends. Making chocolate chip cookies. Holding hands with someone you care about. Watching the sunrise. Watching a sunset. Getting out of bed in the morning after sleeping in and looking out the window to see its sunny, birds are chirping, and kids are playing. Knowing that somebody misses you. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think.Being in the arms of the one you love. Getting all pretty. Walking in the rain. Dancing in the rain. Kissing in the rain. The rain. Receiving roses. The first snow of the winter. Eating ice-cream and crying to a chick-flick. Going to the movies. Making a fool of yourself and not caring because you re having too much fun. Fridays. Saying I love you. Hearing I love you. Cuddling. Pictures that remind you of good memories. Good memories that you think back to and start to smile.

-*I smile when I pass him in the halls.
I smile when he calls.
I smile at the littlest things he does.
I smile when he doesn't realize it.
I smile when he gets online.
I smile when I think about him.
so basically, I smile all the time

olivia knows about this one^^.. lately ive just been smiling.. a lot..

-*<333 Tell her why she`s perfect for you. Pick her up & pretend like
your going to throw her in the pool, she`ll scream & fight you, but
secretly she`ll love it. Protect her. Hold her hand when you talk to her.
Look at her like she`s the only girl you ever want to be with. When she
least expects it, pull her in close & kiss her hard. Tell her she looks
beautiful. Tickle her, even if she says stop. Get her mad, then kiss her.
Let her fall asleep in your arms. Call her. Give her piggy-back rides.
Kiss her forehead. Be slow. Don`t push anything. Make her feel loved.
Kiss her in the rain. And when you fall in love with her; tell her. <333

-*want a boy who would hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the girls jealous. I want someone who would sing to me at random moments. Someone who is more goofy than romantic. A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when I'm acting dumb. Someone who would bet me kisses that he could beat me at all the old playstaion p games & then let me win. A guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh. He'd played with my hair all the time & surprise me with 25 cent rings. Someone who I could share lollipops with & lay on a blanket with to count the stars. We'd buy tons of disposable cameras to take the silliest pictures of each other & squirt waterguns at each other in the house. But mostly ; some who would be my best friend & would never break my heart. He would just always make me smile.

-*Smile. It makes a world of difference. Dance. Who knows when you won’t be able to. Cry. Holding those emotions in is bad for you. Kiss. Kisses are the most wonderful things in the world. Laugh. What’s the point in hiding happiness? Frown. Why not let him know you’re unhappy? Apologize. You don’t wanna lose friends. Hug. There’s no better feeling being wrapped up close to someone you love. Live, because life is everything

well.. sry that was a lot.. but ive had this one boy on my mind lately..

i shall talk to everyone later..

aww.. best friends *kelsey, alex, sarah, me, melissa and olivia on top.. lol

all of us.. and stanly.. lol the blow up doll

olivia and sarah bein cool.. lol

thats it.. bcuz that was before the dance.. and we forgot to take pics during the party lol.. were dumb..

greatness?

1. Full name

2.Who's my best friends

3. what sports do i play

4.Who do i like

5. would you do me

6. whats my most embarrassing moment

7.am I hott

8.Am i funny or shy

9. Describe me in 3 words

10. whats my nickname

11.would you make out with me